"所謂的愛情﹐就是上天賜予的另一個奇跡。
雖然遇見一個鐘情於彼此的人﹐是件很不容易的事情﹐
但只要真心相信﹐用心找尋﹐就能在我們的生命中﹐
在茫茫人海里﹐找到那個人﹐
而那個人﹐也會在許多男孩﹑女孩之中﹐看見獨一無二的你."
thePiscesGirl`
Friday, May 08, 2009
Okay, here I am again.
:(
You know, yesterday... My sisters locked up the room when they go to bed yesterday (I think they did it accidentally), and..I went to bed like at about..1am plus or 2am. Then I have NOWHERE to sleep. Because they put their things on the sofa, so I ended up sleeping on the floor without my pillow and bolster :( But luckily I'm able to go to sleep, because I'm super tired and feel like fainting already. Then few hours later my mum saw me, she woke me up and helped me find the key, opened the door and I'm able to sleep on that cozy bed of mine (:
Anyway, I still have something more to blog leh. But I don't know if I should, because alot of my friends told me that, when they first know me.. they thought that I'm those..happy-go-lucky kind, cheerful and so. However, when they read my blog, then they realized that I'm not as happy as they thought! My blog and me, it's like..totally 2 different things.
Is it?
I still wanna write lah. Must get it off my chest, it's killing me.
First, I'm really hating the practical lessons in class.. I admit, I'm really really very slow when it comes to practical because I'm no good at that! But my lecturer sort of like...looked down on me. And whenever I tried to ask him to help me at some parts, he seemed impatient. Well, I don't dare to ask my friend beside me because...he's abit like the lecturer too.. I felt really stupid and helpless. I've tried my best, but I really don't know how to do.. Sighs.
Next(about some other matters), my mind doesn't work with my heart.
My heart tells me that I can do it. But my mind tells me that I can't... For example :
Heart: I'm sure I'm able to do it tomorrow! Many people have confidence in me too (: Mind: Confirm cannot de lahh. Look at your competitors, all are very strong. Sure die. My heart tried to protest and psycho my voice to perform well tomorrow. Then my mind will try to spoil my everything, confidence and all.
Zzz.
HOW?!
Hope someone can give me some advice before the night ends tonight.
ling`
Footprints,5/08/2009 12:12:00 PM
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