"所謂的愛情﹐就是上天賜予的另一個奇跡。
雖然遇見一個鐘情於彼此的人﹐是件很不容易的事情﹐
但只要真心相信﹐用心找尋﹐就能在我們的生命中﹐
在茫茫人海里﹐找到那個人﹐
而那個人﹐也會在許多男孩﹑女孩之中﹐看見獨一無二的你."
thePiscesGirl`
Friday, August 01, 2008
you can don't read my blog if you're getting very tired of seeing me blogging about him and my problems.
everything's going wrong wrong wrong!
i'm losing myself..
bit by bit..
every little move he did,
every little thing he said..
even though it might not mean anything to him..
but it affected my mood by ALOT every time.
why is this so?
i don't know.
maybe because i loved him too much?
much more than i expected actually.
my whole world is spinning and the problems are floating everywhere.
who doesn't want to be happy always too?
i hate to be sad.
i hate the feeling of being lonely.
i hate the feeling when you neglect me.
i hate the feeling of having so many problems and yet i can't approach the one who i love most.
sometimes i feel that I'm a burden to you.
i don't wanna add my problems to yours,
so i tried my best to minimize my rantings to you.
i scare you'll get tired of me, so i cracked my brain to come up with something else.
I'm afraid that I'll lose you, so.....................
they say true love can overcome everything.
is it true?
i feel that you're getting further and further away from me as each day passed.
what had i done exactly to deserve all these heartaches?
i know you have your own problems too,
you need time for yourself..
but, can you....just spare me a little more attention?
I'm wearing you down..and i know it.
at times i feel like giving up, but i told myself...
i have to be strong, i can't give up just like this.
i remembered every single word you said that Wednesday night.
and i believed every single word you said that's why I'm still holding on.
i tried my best to put myself in your shoes..
and i perfectly understood what you're going through.
i don't know how long i can endure but I'll try..
everything..will be fine in the end right?
I'm very lost and confused..
i really wish you can be here,
hugging me really tight and say you love me.
okay, that's a wish.
do wishes come true?
sighs.
well, he might not read my blog anyway.
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i know you people are really being very nice to me,
always being there for me when I'm down..
but i don't know who i can approach to,
and i don't want to trouble and bother you all.
i can express myself here because this blog can't talk to me.
i can just rant on and on and on, it won't get tired of me..
so if, you guys feel sick and tired of me blogging about my own personal stuffs,
you can just stop reading.
sorry for this long post.
ling`
Footprints,8/01/2008 09:20:00 PM
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