"所謂的愛情﹐就是上天賜予的另一個奇跡。
雖然遇見一個鐘情於彼此的人﹐是件很不容易的事情﹐
但只要真心相信﹐用心找尋﹐就能在我們的生命中﹐
在茫茫人海里﹐找到那個人﹐
而那個人﹐也會在許多男孩﹑女孩之中﹐看見獨一無二的你."
thePiscesGirl`
Saturday, May 10, 2008
you will never ever understand how hard mum's trying.
she's giving you all the best she can.
we're not as rich as other families who can provide their children with the best tutor they can find..
and she's working so hard to send you for tuition classes..
she dont even go for things like..
facials, high-teas, and many many stuffs just like our other aunties do.
how many mothers can sacrifice all these?
all she do is..
wake up early in the morning, go to the market,
cook for us, and go for work..
you never understand how tired she is but still..working so hard..
her 体力 is not as good as last time already.
having backaches and headaches more often than the past..
she dont have any rest days..except on CNY.
she even have to work during public holidays.
how pathetic it is?
she has spent alot of effort and money on us..
she dont even have the luxury to enjoy her life.
im trying to help by not getting any allowances for her already..
trying my best to study and work at the same time,
so she doesn't have to work so hard.
she faced alot of stress while working..do you ever know that?
why do you have to be so cruel to her?
you're always this big now...
cant you put her before yourself?
sighhs.
you're such a smart girl..everyone knows that..
why cant you use and put your smart-ness on studies?
please THINK carefully.
who's the one in the wrong?
i think mum's making the right choice for not allowing you to go Penang with your school.
you SHOULD stay at home and study hard.
you still have..a few more months only.
if you dont buck up now..
you're hopeless..
i think you really are.
all you do is: gaming, watching tv, watch animes, eat and sleep..
what else?
andd..
I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY DO YOU STILL FAIL YOUR SUBJECTS EVEN THOUGH YOU HAD TUITION.
i feel like going to wait for your school to end everyday and fetch you home.
dont loiter around with your friends anymore, will you?
andd how i wish i can be beside you and guide you with your studies..
but i really dont have the time to.
please understand how hard your other sisters are trying to do for you to.
you never know how pain our hearts is to see you like this...
but we've no idea how to teach you / tell you anymore..
it's like..
pointless.
you're incorrigible.
tears are almost dropping while talking to you just now and typing all these shyt now.
i know i'm a bad example.
i'm not a good sister at all.
我没有做好我的本分.
im blaming myself that you've become like this.
sighhs.
maybe i should resign and stay at home to study with you.
ling`
Footprints,5/10/2008 01:01:00 AM
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